Friday, October 31, 2003 :::
 

Oh my god!
Criss Angel is my God!
I think i love this man



::: posted by Vera at 10:35 PM

 

OH MY GOD!!
How is that possible?
HOW!?!
GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH
HOW?

::: posted by Vera at 7:45 PM

 

HAPPY HALLOWEEN FUCKERS!


discover your jack-o-lantern face @ quiz me


::: posted by Vera at 4:43 PM

Thursday, October 30, 2003 :::
 

I just love how people pretend to know what your life is like and proceed to tell you how to live. These people seriously need to stop worring about what is going on in everybody elses life and worry about there own. GOD! i hate people so much. it's all fine and good to give friendly advice, but i will not take it seriously if i do not know you.

::: posted by Vera at 6:44 PM

Wednesday, October 29, 2003 :::
 

Women who perform the act of fellatio and swallow semen on a regular basis, one to two times a week, may reduce their risk of breast cancer by up to 40 percent, a North Carolina State University study found.

::: posted by Vera at 5:03 PM

Monday, October 27, 2003 :::
 

I have a Migrain. it is not the normal migrains i get... this one comes in Waves of nausiating pain. it moves from the base of my skull up to my forhead and sweeps around there for a few moments and then retreats to the base of my skull again. To make matters worse i have the chode crying in the kitchen because she prolly said something nasty to my father and so my father retaliates and then Shes SO abused. give me a brake. her crying is rattling my skull. Shes going to come at me now over this... as if i care to know HER side.
AH her Voice rezonates in my skull!
make it stop make it stop! OH the humanity!
GOD i think my brain is turning into rice pudding. mmm yum rice pudding.
damn... now i want some Pudding. could things get anyworse?... wait strike that. i know they can.
Now excuse me whall i dry heave in the bathroom.

::: posted by Vera at 11:11 PM

Saturday, October 25, 2003 :::
 

damn it... i need to get my licence. grrr this non driving thing is putting a damper on my options and scheduals. i'm sappose to work the Haunted house at Little Darlings tonight, but lack of ride makes it difficult to do so.

::: posted by Vera at 7:10 PM

Friday, October 24, 2003 :::
 

::: posted by Vera at 10:02 PM

 

I got a Cable Modem... and my own phone line!
Bribs will get you everywhere. HAHAHA!

::: posted by Vera at 5:24 PM

Wednesday, October 22, 2003 :::
 

after all this is over... i am never sleeping on a couch again. MY BACK IS KILLING ME!!!

::: posted by Vera at 3:52 PM

 

This Can be taken in so many ways. :p

Me: i feel special
Tripps: You know with me you're lucky if you feel anything



::: posted by Vera at 2:24 AM

 

DA: hey check this out. "The fairy" was worried that the two of us were some how sexualy attracted to each other
Me: whaaaa!?!
Me: why?
DA: i donno
Me: what did you tell her?
DA: i told her that the tow of us were always round each other and that you were my best frined and daughter and that
DA: thats it
DA: strange huh
Me: ya
Me: what is it with people thinking that?
DA: ya know i have no Idea i run in to that with "The witch" and "The dragon" and you all the time its like people think that just because guys and girls hug and interact that there has to be some thing sexual with in in
Me: i know!
DA: but then again most oif the western united sytates is controld by christians and prudes any way
Me: true
Me: i was all worried that Raven would think that about us too
DA: hell no
Me: cause god knows all my past boyfriends have always thought that
DA: why did he say some thing
Me: no
Me: he knows better
DA: he should after all he is my brother
Me: ya
DA: here is another example Doug, Shade, Dragon, Damon, Raven and i always hug hello and by and that must look strange to the masses to
Me: hehe true
DA: but this is what i have to say to that :-P FUCK EM
Me: hellah
DA: personaly i think that todays socioty is just to whatis the word im looking for
Me: mmmmmmhmmm
DA: wraped up in there own parinoia that they think that every man and woman huging or being affectionate means that there sleeping aroud and being unfaith full when in fact there just being freindly
DA: and that gose with the whole tabu of one man huging another is gay thing to when in fact they may just be realy close like family
Me: hellah i totaly agree
DA: imean what the fuck is the promlem with the world to day
Me: i dunno prehaps the world just needs to take in the butt for once
DA: good call

DA: I Garentee that the hole love thy brother as thy self is over shadowed buy the parilising fear of image detrement
Me: true
DA: the promlem is that no one has the fucking balls to say in
DA: wich is why the gods created MARYLIN MANSON and NIN and CRADEL OF FILTH
Me: hehe
DA: am i wrong
Me: no
DA: it is no wonder the us is depresed all we get from our gov is lies and empty promeses an realy no results
DA: plus we get people like the curent pres who say one thing and do something else intierly
DA: I think we should talk abuot somthing else cause this is startinng to piss me off
Me: hehe
Me: okay... how about Donkey Punching?

::: posted by Vera at 2:01 AM

Tuesday, October 21, 2003 :::
 

Random Thought #3

Putting One foot in front of the other... will get you where you need to be

even if it is slow

::: posted by Vera at 11:37 PM

 

It's strange ya know. Everyone goes away in the end. Even if i want to hang on to people they have to do what they have to do. I can not stop them from doing what is right for them... Even if that does mean leaving the state.
I should worry more about what is goin on in my life; but im not... but yet... i am?... if that makes any sense?
Seems like any job i have waiting open for me i need that damn Sherifs card... problem is that i don't have a birth certficate. This shit sucks!

::: posted by Vera at 12:39 AM

Monday, October 20, 2003 :::
 

it is time i moved forward and stop giving into my depressions when i feel neglected...
i am a good person and people love me damn it!!!

dispite what some people might think.

::: posted by Vera at 12:34 AM

Saturday, October 11, 2003 :::
 

You are a HAGEDORN NEEDLE!

Also called the sailmaker's needle, this is a large
needle with an eye for sewing up the body after
the autopsy is finished. The stitching is
similar to that used on the outer covering of
baseballs. Heavy twine, which is much coarser
than suture, is used for the procedure.


Autopsy Tools and You, a Morbid Primer
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::: posted by Vera at 10:50 AM

Friday, October 10, 2003 :::
 

Shes Gone... she died this morning at 7am after i had given her, her medication at 6am. i was asleep when she went. i feel horrible. i should have been there, right by her side... i was no more than 3 feet away from her and i didnt wake up. 3 fucking feet!!
at first i thought she was sleeping, but then i noticed she wasnt breathing...so i shook her... she was stiff and so cold... so i shook her harder. i couldnt help it, i freaked! i have been crying the last couple hours... But i have gone numb now. She is sitting in my room with one of my baby blankets over her.
The chode wanted to put her outside when i told her. i basicaly told her to go fuck herself, shes not a piece of old furnature to be tossed aside.
i cant believe she is gone now... she has been with me for so long. its funny what people do when they are shocked and upset on such occations. i shook her and picked her up and cradled her in my arms crying. i'm sure i looked crazy, me with messy hair, a red face and holding a stiff dead dog.

I'm not sure i will be going to Ren fair this year. maybe it might make me feel better, but right now i just dont feel up to it. i have to wait till my dad comes home and we will bury her... and my sister wants to come over and take me out. i just want to be left alone right now.

::: posted by Vera at 10:55 AM

Thursday, October 09, 2003 :::
 

Random Thought #2

We are friends with Metal Bill Manly, who grabs balls for a living.

What a Homoerotic world we live in!

::: posted by Vera at 9:48 AM

Wednesday, October 08, 2003 :::
 

After 17 years of faithful love by my dog. she now lays before me slowly dieing. i look at her now and i know that she will not last another couple of days... im not even sure if she will last till tomarrow. she is fighting to stay on with us thou. I thank her for being with me growing up, i thank her for being my protector, my friend, and family. it hurts to see her go, she has been with me my entire life. We where babys together. its sad that the peice of my childhood dies before me when by law i have become and adult. This is a work of morbid symbolisim.

Goodbye Sasha

::: posted by Vera at 11:22 AM

Monday, October 06, 2003 :::
 

Nothings better than a girly shopping with your best friend to make you feel better.

i made Sim characters of Her and I and they became Lesbian Lovers... on there own. o_O crazy! it made me laugh and put me in a good mood. good enough to make myself sezzzy. i did my hair and even put makeup on. *gasp* Well i gottah met up with my Sim Girlfriend.

::: posted by Vera at 2:19 PM

 

All the friends i thought i had, where not my friends. The people that i thought where there for me are not.

::: posted by Vera at 9:46 AM

Sunday, October 05, 2003 :::
 

I am now single. *sad sigh* it's not what i expected

::: posted by Vera at 10:42 AM

Saturday, October 04, 2003 :::
 

OH GOD!!
*tears streaming down face*
she cant even keep food down.
she throws up!
*bawling*
i'm loosing her

::: posted by Vera at 1:06 PM

 

My dog is Die'n!
She wont eat, she can hardly walk, her nose is dry and chapped. i'm worried. My dad refuses to take her to the Vet thou. *crys* Shes die'n before my eyes and there is nothing i can do about it.

This is Unfair! i know shes old... but she shouldn't die like this. *crys*

Someone HELP my Doggy!?!

::: posted by Vera at 10:07 AM

 

A tiger attacked magician Roy Horn of duo ''Siegfried & Roy'' during a Friday night performance, leaving the superstar illusionist in critical condition, authorities said.

An audience member at The Mirage hotel-casino said the white tiger lunged at Horn, who tried to beat the animal off with a microphone.

''The tiger went for his neck, then drug him offstage,'' said Andy Cushman, a 23-year-old reporter from New Jersey. ''He looked like a rag doll.''

I dont know if i should find that funny or not, but i do!

::: posted by Vera at 6:21 AM

Friday, October 03, 2003 :::
 

Tears for Terror

i am the cruel inquisitor
of my own bone asylum
stealing the paper
steeling the heart

my petty petty pain
my itty bitty wit
tapping
tapping fingertips

~Kthulah at DarkArena.com~


::: posted by Vera at 2:15 AM

Thursday, October 02, 2003 :::
 

necrospawn_legend (10/1/2003 2:48:05 PM): YES!! I have found the funniest thing in the world, its groovy, it's hip and guess what kids....its christian!! www.thecoolchurch.com groove on over why dontcha!
necrospawn_legend (10/1/2003 2:49:48 PM): oh...my....god......the pastor is like......such a dreamboat
necrospawn_legend (10/1/2003 2:52:37 PM): JOY! there's a music section

HAHAHHAHAHAHA!! Dear god, i love you man!

::: posted by Vera at 12:00 AM

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